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Hello. I hope you've been doing well.

It's a hot summer.

It's already been a little over two months since I was discharged from the military.

I'm living here faraway in Los Angeles with the members—working, living, and playing together.

It's truly a strange experience.

A bit of an unfamiliar feelings like "Bon Voyage Pyeongchang"?

It already sounds strange doesn't it?

Anyway, I feel like I'm busily moving somewhere

Since I came here, I've had a lot of time to think

I wake up every morning at 10, work out eat, go to work at 1 or 2, finish around 8 or 9, and then sit alone quietly on the terrace of the rented house.

I think about the past, the present, and the future—these dizzying tenses.

Honestly, I can't quite grasp any of them

Neither laughing or crying

I just try running forward day by day

They say the self is actually an illusion

Scientists say it's the sum of the brains of electrical signals, and Buddha says it's the result of flow and connections

Then I thought—maybe our team is like that too

Not a fixed entity, but something that changes every day

Inside each of our hearts,

"Bangtan" must be sheets of paper, all in different colours

Now, I don't really know what it is, or even what it was, to be honest.

But one thing,

As I am nearly thirty, I want to devote myself to be grateful to this very moment of creating something together with these friends.

As for what our next album will become,

I'm still in the process of finding that out

But I write this while wishing three shared moments in this faraway place, which I had forgotten about for too long,

Will turn into some kind of beauty

What colour are you now?

I miss you.

It's been such a long time, hasn't it?

But when we meet again,

It'll feel like no time has passed at all

I promise

I'll fly to you soon

Untuk then, I'll do my very best

I love youuuu

— Namjoon Kim